Mother's Day has passed. My bestfriend was her that weekend and it made things better. I generally hate mother's day. Maybe that will change when I am one. My mother hasn't ever cared for me and I guess I really hate her for that. I know I know I shouldn't hate but you have no idea what she has done to me. I was listening to Kellie Pickler (yes I know) and her new single 'I Wonder' makes me cry. This set really hits home


I think about how it ain’t fair that you weren’t there to braid my hair like mothers do
You weren’t around to cheer me on
Help me dress for my high school prom like mother’s do
Did you think I didn’t need you here to hold my hand, to dry my

There were a couple of things she was there for. I'll give her that. Even graduation. I had six tickets and gave her three. She and my two cousins came. But the whole time I was up there I was watching my dad. He cried. She didn't. In my year book I said 'This is for you Dad' Not mom. She didn't help me. She just wanted to be there in the happy moments.

I remember her taking me to her high school reuion (she didn't graduate so I was like huh?) Anyway. It was her twentieth. I was sixteen. She was parading me around in OUR hometown. She introduced me as her daughter Brooke (No last name) and they were like aren't you Wynne's daughter. I about died laughing. I was like yeah. They started asking about him and asked if one of his brothers was there and on and on. It so pissed her off. People here KNOW my dad raised me. They know he did it alone. She wanted to pretend she did. She even told peole she helped us when we needed it. She never did. She promised shoes many times for school. It got to the point my dad stopped asking. Why? She wasn't going to buy them why ask. She'd rather blow her money on...blow or pot than me.

I can't wait for father's day. I have my dad another year thank GOD and I get to celebrate him!!