My sister's birthday is tomorrow...Jan 25. She'll be spending it in jail. Like she did Christmas and New Years. I wrote her a letter finally and like I told her I still really want to think of her as thirteen and annoying as hell. We were so close. We always knew when something was up. After she was about sixteen I had to push the feeling out because it was coming all the time. When I went to her husband's funeral last year I could feel her pain when she looked at me. I hear twins say this stuff. I don't know like how to explain it. It's really neat but sometimes it's like I hurt and can't do anything about it. We are only half sisters. I hope that she's getting her shit together in there. Unless something changes her release date is 1/27/2008. She says she's not coming back here because of the horible meth problem we have and that's a good start. My cousin. Her...brother...long story...is in jail for drugs, he lived here too. My other cousin has served time for manufacturing. He tried living here but it was too hard.
My mother. She's a whole case herself. If you live here and read the papers you saw when she was raided by the swat team TWICE! She had the nerve to say she was 75 percent sure she was not guilty. My dad STILL thinks it's funny. It kinda is though. Because she had a clean record for over twenty years and the crap ass cop was being investigated for missconduct on other cases as well as hers they gave her probation. She should have had jail time because he hasn't done shit. I know I'm going on and on and on but I just have to say all this. She came to a family even tanked...she had was tripping off her ass on crank. I've never been so furious in my whole life. I did fine. I told one of her brothers to watch her. My dad wasn't happy cause she talked to him. He hates talking to her like that. By the way if you don't know they've been divorced for like....23 years now! He's still like a member of thier family. My uncle called him his brother in law the other day. What else do you call him? He cares for my mother's family. Well my side is hurting. I'll talk or rant more later