Things seem to being going down fast. I still haven't gotten a job though I'm not looking hard. Money is tight and hard to come by. I had about 600 in bills myself and my dad is trying to pay them alone. My iPod I put on ebay was bought by someone who cheated me and ebay is taking thier slow ass time fixing it. It all sucks. Tomorrow I'm going to start cleaning more. My back aches as usual but it's not getting any better and now that cramps are setting in it's going to be worse. I'm depressed, anxious and manic. I haven't felt this bad in a while but I haven't gone this long with out meds. I just keep forgettting. Either on accident or purpose. I plan to start back when I get home tonight and see how it works. Tomorrow I clean. Then I go coach basketball, then I go to the Palo Pinto Senior Contest my Grandmother is in. MY uncle is escorting her. He'll be in his dress blues. I don't think I've ever seen him dressed up in my life.